Wednesday, April 20, 2011


This boy got my number over a week ago and never called. 

I'm heartbroken.

my feet off the ground.

I'm just hanging out in the library soaking in everyone else's stress right now. As in I'm done. Finished. 
Then what, pray tell, are you doing in the library!? 
Well, it's possible that I am trying to write a paper for genetics. It may also have been due at 7 am this morning. 
But don't you worry. I have my chair hiked up high enough that my feet don't touch the ground, I have my headphones in, I have my highlighter out, and...I'm blogging. 
And discussing bodily functions via text. It's out of hand. 
But, I am not stressed. 
It may have to do with the fact that I have been awake for 32 hours. Ok, 31 because I slept from 4 am to 5 am.
And I took 2 finals in that time frame. One took me an hour and a half and the other 2 and a half hours. 
I just don't even know anything anymore. Except that when I get this tired my body starts overcompensating and I'm in extreme hyper mode.

And I'm currently watching this kid facebook stalk this girl. He literally just stared at one of her pictures for well over 5 minutes. 
Just stared.
I wonder if anyone ever does that to me. Probably not. 
It was slightly weird. Makes me rethink having a facebook.
I suppose I should write my genetics paper. 
It's on the  ecological speciation of the East Maui-Endemic Dubautia Species.
You're so interested, aren't you?
Dubautia Menziesii (one of the 4 Dubautia in the study)

Friday, April 15, 2011

it's that time of year...

Where I stay up later than I should because I'm "studying". 
I never actually feel like I accomplished anything other than getting caught up on emptying my inbox of old "Glamour" and "ESPN SportsCenter" emails. 
[yes, I realize those are complete opposite but I most definitely receive both newsletters. And read all of them.] 

Today, I allowed people to convince me to study with them. I agreed.

Why? I'm not quite sure because after about 10 minutes I remembered why I always study alone. It's because I hate people. And by that I mean I hate studying with other people. Unless they were a clone of me and have the exact same thought process. Actually, I love people. Just not when their brains don't mesh with mine and I'm trying to study. 

This is my brain on studying. And it's only day one. Oh, someone save me.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

thought of the day

I feel all discombobulated. 

can you lose something you never even had? or be heartbroken over something that never even existed?
Finals are here and with them comes a whole bunch of stresses. 

This has been one crazy semester and all I can do is trust that Heavenly Father's plan for me will show it's self SOON, dangit!
[I'm working on my's it coming?]